I wake up in the morning and my groggy half lidded thoughts start to take inventory....LOL...it's the best way I can think to describe it. And my mind always runs to you...which either causes me to snap awake in excitement or drift back to sleep while smiling. Each morning, without fail, I am acutely aware of the distance between us and it pains me. Then I think I should be grateful for that pain, grateful to have found love, grateful for you no matter how far apart we are.
This morning I am filled with a joyous anxiety. I want so badly to be with you, and it seems to get harder every day. I don't want either one of us to do anything rash or foolishly impulsive....but I have to confess moments like this make me wonder.....how in the world can we wait much longer?
So I am determined to redirect that energy to finding a solution.
Somewhere in the ethers a solution waits....
and it makes me want to drop to my knees and pray for guidance in finding it.

Somewhere in the ethers a solution awaits us.