dreaming of you:

Tonight you're driving to your friends house in DC. I drank champagne with my friend and stayed out in the sun waaaaay tooooo looong.....and fell asleep. I knew you would call me when you got there, but instead I dreamed you came to see me. You and I were laying on the couch and I was still trying to joyously wrap my mind around the fact that I got to be with you, kiss you, make love to you....and the phone rang. I woke up, answered it, heard your voice and realize it was a dream and you are hundreds of miles away. When we hung up I laid there and cried.

(long pause)
I know we have the rest of our lives. I know a few months aren't long by comparison. I keep telling myself these things, but.....(bursts into tears again)....

I miss you